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so happy to be in Cali!!! props to the Canadians though
I don't understand myself -__-"
Why is it that everytime he asks me “Are you okay?” I answer with “I’m fine,” when really, I’m no where near fine. I’ve cried like whuut, the past three days now? Just cuz of my parents. Why is it that I can’t build up any courage whatsoever to tell him what’s happening at home, & how much he makes it better. But as things pile up here, it piles up on my heart, therefore leaving my emotions during the days with him to drop. My happiness level has taken a massive downfall. Sure, he makes me happy. But once I get home, the tears start. & when we talk, I can’t help but put smiley faces because I don’t want to worry him. WTF IS WRONG W/ ME, MY GOSH.
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It’s times like these I’m glad he isn’t a phone person, so that he doesn’t hear me cry. But sometimes during these times, I wish he would. Ugggggh.
I swear, my parents are becoming so childish nowadays. & way too clingy; clingier than I, & I’m pretty darn clingy. Ugh.
Talk to him
You have nothing to loose at this point, if he really cares and if he really loves you, he will be with you every step of the way, through all the tears he will listen and he will be there to gide you though.
Its time for change.
